Do I have some sort of disorder or am i just generally insane?

Sometimes i will be thinking to myself and i will whisper it as i am thinking it and i repeat the sameword over andover overpronouncing s and t and things. I believe that all inanimate objects are alive and i need to be nice to them. Sometimes when i see something smaall like a mark on a wall i see it moving. I have some minor ocd tendancies. I am extremely anxious expesially in social situations. Ive had panic attacks because of it. I am paranoid. I always fear that monsters are going to attack me. Less now at my new house. At my old house there were monsters in the bathroom that would plot to kill me . I talk to myself and also i communicate to a bunch of little friends. I space out like theres no tomorrow. I have bad anger issues. I have trouble concentating and always seem to be moving. I have a phobia of things pointing at me and also bees. I imagine things gouging out my eyes and stabbing me. I go through swings of depression usually related to anxiety. I take care of my stuffed animals and am occasionally scared that a couple of them will attack me. Theres a bit more but its mostly stuff like that. Iama 15 year old girl in freshman year of high school. What do you think? Keep in mind i realize these things and i am usually able to function alright with daily activities.