Reguarding Girl I love?

Basically, i'm in love with thi girl and she means the aboslute world to me, but the truth is she'd never evertake me back afteri dumped her 2 times. I can't opolgise anymore than I already have, she's told me, and i'm aware that she doesn't want to go back out with me sinc i've been told by her friend that she 's not likely to go out with me, The thing is I love her, an i'll always love her she means so much to me , and I can't just stop loving the girl. She's the one I'd want to spend the rest of my life with if I got a chance as she's my ideal girl. I'm trying to get her back, but she refuses to answer when I ask her, so i'm confused I really want her back! I honesltly feel like crying everyday until I get her i'm not moving on away from her i'm just going to fight and fight until I get her what do you think?